I’ve been too hard on myself.

I’m not gay enough, not straight enough, not girl enough, not boy enough, not in the club enough, not nerdy enough, not social enough, not art student enough, not responsible enough, not young enough, not old enough, not cool enough, not sexy enough, not ugly enough, not shy enough, not active enough, not confident enough, not lazy enough, not successful enough, not awkward enough, not strong enough, not fast enough, not happy enough, not sad enough, not thin enough, never perfect enough.

I don’t fit in. I don’t have a letter, or a status. I don’t know what I am anymore.

But at least when I wake up in the morning I know whose looking back at me in the mirror.

I’ve been struggling with work life, school life, love life, family life…. but at this point I say fuck it.

I’m going to be whatever the fuck I want.

02/20/12 at 4:54am